Ok so I'm new on here and in need of advice.
I have a daughter of 6 and a step son of 9. I love them both and we are lucky to have a fab relationship all of us. I get on with my partners ex too which people find weird but it works for us.
I really would like a child of our own though, my partner doesnt want more children and I keep trying to tell myself he is right, it wouldnt work and could destroy what we have. We are so happy, content and have such a good understanding of each other but even though I know this I get this ache feeling.
I thought again I was ok but last night I dreamt I was pregnant, I could actually feel the babys foot digging in my sides,I went in labour but it was false alarm and then I woke up. It was so real and now I feel like I usually do and really want a baby with him.
I have spoke to my partner, been in tears. He rightly says that he doesnt want to lie to me, he worries about money, the practical side of things and I think he also worries about his boy, how he would feel too.
I have the implant, last month I missed my period and knowing this is normal for some people i didnt worry. My partner said ''im really scared your pregnant, it will be a nightmare if u are'' I laughed it off saying theres no chance. but inside I felt saddned that he would say that.
Well it feels good to rant and vent it all.
Any thoughts would be appreciated.
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I really want a child of our own...he doesnt. Not sure if this is even where I should put this
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birchykel · 12/08/2009 09:35
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