I wonder if any stepdaughters or older step mums, can help me work this out and find a way to resolve it.
I am a step mother to my dh's grown up married daughters their mum died almost 20 years ago and their dad met me 12 years ago and we subsequently got married. On the surface we get on quite well and I'm a granny other children although they rarely call me granny and use my name instead. My dsd and family lives nearby and my dh and I see them 2-3 times a week. When I'm with her I very often feel cancelled out by her as if I don't exist - she doesn't hear me when I speak or speaks over me - or doesn't show interesting anything about me although she does discuss herself and her problems from work, family, health with me. If I point out that she's not letting me "get a word in edgeways" she will apologise and does try to include me - I know I'm a quietly spoken person.
I also feel like there this implied criticism of me, although my dsd would never say anything like "ooh she doesn't do this or that like my mum, etc"
I have always tried to be very sensitive to her losing her mum and am not. The sort of person who would go in trying to take her place. I often feel awkward and don't know how to be because I am trying so hard not to be a heavy pushy step mum so at times I may come across as a bit restrained - I am actually quite a quiet shy person until people know me.
I also find this cancelling out happens in my role as granny as the grandkids know that they have a granny who died who is mummy's real mum so they have this feeling of loyalty to their "real" granny although I get on very well with them and am close to them
I don't want this to carry on for ever this feeling of being somehow wrong or not right, not accepted for me but for what I'm not, or in a competition that I've never wanted to enter
I talked to dsd's dh about this without trying to blame anyone cause it's not about blame and he thought I was getting it just right with everyone but I still feel that it's not really right yet.
Does anyone have this experience or know how I could find the right words to talk to my dsd without us all getting upset or her taking it the wrong way? We're all in this together and I want it all to work even better than it already does.
Thanks for any help advice support you can give x
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Dilemma with my stepdaughter
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Nellymay · 26/12/2013 23:03
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