i decided after weeks of thinking it through to go and see my gp and asked to be referred as i think i might have AS. this has all come to light since my son was diagnosed with it 3months ago, as a child i never "fit in" with the crowd was always told i was a geek etc, it didnt bother me that i didnt fit in, i didnt like being called though, i have always been sensitive to noise,textures,fabrics etc, fascinated by numbers,music,routines. Anyway i wrote it all down in a letter as i couldnt face talking about how i felt but the gp just scanned my letter and said "i cant read all that,whats the problem?" whereupon i burst into tears and said "i dont know how to explain" i managed to tell her a little bit and she said"u havent got Aspergers if u dont mind me saying Aspergers is a nerdy syndrome and u r not nerdy, i said to her its different in females though, females can hide it more, my son has it and also my cousin, she said "its not genetic" i said but i think it is a lot of families have generations of it and i quoted tony attwood, she then shut up and said well i,ll refer u to a psychiatrist but i dont think theres anything wrong with u and then she said i think u just need to go on anti-deprassants, i said no not just yet. I now feel a completee idiot and wish i hadnt gone,i keep thinking the psychiatrist will think the same and tell me off for wasteing time,dreading going to see him now
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