(have NC'd for this). DS is 9, and has an AS dx. I need to do a fair bit more for him, on a regular basis, than probably most kids require. This in itself leaves me tired and frazzled a lot of the time. Every social occasion is extra hard work for him, and so for me too. I find it really hard how little help and support I get from DP - who is (I strongly suspect now) also on the spectrum, but as an undiagnosed adult who is also in denial. He doesn't do much to help out with DS, is very uncommunicative generally, and every few months, he throws some kind of 'wobbly' himself, sometimes for no apparent reason. EG: right now he is at home, off work for a few days because he is... tired. Won't explain, just lounges around expecting to be waited on hand and foot for an indefinite period. Won't see the Dr to have his medication (antipsychotic) checked etc. - though I have suggested this.
My less charitable side suggests that he is just jealous of all the attention that DS (necessarily) gets and may be doing this to force me to pay him more attention. All very well - but I am already tired and fed-up!! I feel like I could burn out sometimes, and annoyed too at the expectation that I need no life of my own, and am just here to serve them 24/7! Does anyone else have a DP who behaves like this? It feels like living with a 'black hole' (cosmic kind). How can a full-time carer ever get a break from all the demands? DS can't help it; but I find having to be around such a self-centred needy adult as well, a bit too much at the moment. (NB: no close family around, so I am pretty isolated). Wish I could just get away from it all, but I can't.
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Really stressed-out caring for both DS and unhelpful DP at the moment! How to cope?
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dappledawn · 14/06/2013 13:55
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