this is very hard for me to sit here and write everything down am still trying to come to terms with what is happening in my life right now. i have been with my p now for nearly 5 years, we live in a joint tenancy council flat and have 2 dc age 3 years and 9 months and i am 24weeks pregnant. things are not good for me at the minute i am suffering with bad anxiety and its starting to take over my life. i need to get out of this relationship as p treats me like crap, speaks to me like crap has no respect for me, everything i do is wrong and anything that goes wrong is my fault etc. i am still trying to come to terms with what my life has turned into and how bad things are right now. i just want to be happy with my dc, could not carry on if it was not for them. every time i think about leaving him i get so anxious i feel like i cant breathe, feel like i will be sick and pass out. its so bad i cant deal with it. also dont no where we would go and am scared i would fall apart. me dc are my main priority and i feel bad that i would be taking them away from their dad and routine. just feel like i cant think about leaving until i get my anxiety sorted but unsure of how to do this. dont really want to go the doctors as the thought of this to makes me even more anxious. i no this anxiety is not good for my dc and desperatly want it to stop. has anyone been through this before, any advice would be appreciated thank you xx
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