basically the title says it all. I left him, not really though any choice though. Rock and a hard place situation really. Im doing ok and just had 2 of the best days ive had in about 6 months. I actually felt happy. Properly happy, not pretending to be happy iykwim.
Im at work on my own today, Luckily. He text he at 10am to tell me that he was on a date last night and that he wasnt trying to rub my face in it, but didnt want to lie. Firsty, why start telling the truth now, not like he hasnt constantly lied for the last 10 years.
Secondly, im really really hurt. Ive been crying for about 2 hours now and i just cant stop. I dont know why really. I didnt want to get back with him. I know im better off and will be happier. But it just hurts so so much. We havent even been spilt up for more than a few months. All my focus has been on our daughter and trying to make her settled and sheild her from as much pain as i can. It appears all his focus has been on getting laid. ( why change the habbit of a lifetime).
FUCKER
C**T
I was doing ok and now i feel like total shit again. Fucker.
Sorry for the rant and the swear words, if anyone has any words of wisdom id appreciate it.
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So i left him im doing ok, but he text me to tell me he was on a date and im now so upset
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shoptilidrop · 01/05/2009 12:43
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