Ok, so I have posted before but here is the info.
Husband and I have decided to separate.
Can't afford for him to move out, he is v.v. quiet on work front in the coming months no extra cash. We own our flat and could loose it altogether if we have to pay mortage and rent plus bills
We still get along and have a laugh together.
My DH has issues with feeling like he hasn't achieved all he wants in life. Feels like he has missed out on things.
I was sometimes not very supportive of all his ideas a) because some of them would have been logistical nightmares i.e. lets go travelling.....with a baby b) because we have mortgage to pay for c) had all mad crazy ideas that if I said no immediately to, he would get the hump.
However the last few days he will come up and give me a hug, and say, "whats the matter" and enquiring how I feel. I find it confusing because in the past he didn't show me any affection. However, if I ask for a hug he is not very forthcoming.
He has a plan to go off next Summer to do some charity work overseas for a couple of months. I was never very supportive of this in the past because I begrudged being left in with a baby whilst he was out doing his own thing.
However this week he asked me how I felt about him doing this and I told him if it was something he really wanted to do, then I would support him. But why did he need to ask my opinion if we are separated anyway?
He said he was annoyed because I was never like this when we were together. I said I never really appreciated how important this one thing was for him (I didn't, he was always going on about it, but I was negative because it just felt like me doing all the hard work at home).
I told him that in order for me to be supportive, he needed to be loving and appreciative of his family and me and that I didn't get that in the past, hence my reactions.
Its a very strange situation here in my house, we still eat together, theres no tension or friction, he is sleeping in another room and yet we are saying we are separated.
I don't know whether we just need time to work things out.
In the meantime I am trying to do things for myself to make me happy, and get on with the day to day life and upbringing of our DD.
I figure that if it all goes belly up then at least I'll have a life of my own to fall back on?
AARRAARARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGH!
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smudgie80 · 04/12/2008 11:54
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