Several of the big, stabilising things in my life - mine and DS's home, the community we live in, my employment set-up - are set to change next year, when XP and I finalise our financial settlement, post-split.
As that time draws nearer, and the initial figure we talked about diminishes due to our business not doing so well this year, I've been feeling nervous and unsettled about all this change; about not knowing where I'll live in a year, nor what kind of job I'll do, nor how much time I will need to spend working to support me and DS (who's still pretty small). I've been a SAHM until now.
I opened up to a close friend about these (I think) understandable anxieties, and he responded with a few 'I understand' sentences followed by this:
"On the plus side, if you wanted to look for the silver lining, remember that old trick about comparing yourself to others less fortunate than yourselves? Although I wouldn't wish the emotional trauma that you've experienced in the last year on anybody [split was horrendous - XP underwent personality change and was serially unfaithful, overspent massively and compromised the security of our business and family], in purely financial terms, the business has been a fantastic experience for you [and XP and DS]. Very few people ever get to be a part of that. All that may be happening now is that you're returning from a rather extraordinary financial position back to a normal one. Having a day job is the reality for a huge number of single mums - as well as people like [he lists him and his wife - no kids - and mutual, still-married friends]. When [XP] recently complained to me that it was hard for him to deal with the business when [it's not been doing so well of late}, I very nearly turned round and said to him, 'And you expect me to feel sorry for you? You've had the ride of your life!'"
AIBU to feel patronised and judged by, and angry and sad about this response from a close friend? Of course he has a point in some of what he says, no question - the old being-grateful-for-what-we-do-have line. Yet he's presumed not only that I haven't thought about my relative good fortune (given my situation - I have BTW) and need it ramming down my throat, but also that having some degree of financial security somehow negates the feelings of sadness and apprehension pretty much anyone would feel when moving house and community, and changing from being a SAHM to in employment, post-separation - i.e. when neither upheaval is for more positive reasons.
Argh! I feel quite hurt TBH. Tell me if I'm overreacting before I chat this through with my friend, or if (like he seems to think) I need kicking into touch.
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Patronising, insensitive "support" from close friend - or am I being a brat?
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SandwichSpread · 01/12/2008 21:39
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