dh has been looking up gay porn. Couple this with the fact that he has previsouly had a gay experience (with a family member of mine) which I am very paranoid about anyway. He isn't that interested in sex at all but it is not a major point between us as we are both usually tired anyway. He is a fantastic dad to the kids and we get on really well although there isnt really much of a spark between us.
I don't know what to do. I feel betrayed. is he gay? bisexual? just curious? I don't really have anything against people using porn but this has floored me. He is very 'macho' and has made crass jokes about gay people which makes me think that maybe he is this way because he is trying to cover up the fact that he is gay.
What the hell do i do?
Regular btw. I have been around along time; mad tablecloth lady, the bat, morticia blah blah. Wish I was bloody trolling. If it was just me I am sure I would leave although I do love him but I can't bear the thought of what this would do to my kids.
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