Full on rant here - feel free to grab a cup of tea.
So - our house is being reposessed on 14th August. GH has had 3 unsuccessful fuck ups of business ideas. We also lost 2 other propert6ies and 3 cars, in fact I sold my clapped out runaround on Ebay yesterday as we are desperate for money. I also did a bootfair and earned £85 yesterday.
DH now has good employed job that we get paid for 1st month at end of the month.
It is our 9 year anniversary next week and my anger is just swirling like a red bile in my chest.
I have been sniping at him for about 6 months now (we also have a 12yr, 8yr and 9month old). Every idea I make he ignores and wanders off like a toddler on a motorway.
He thinks its ok for the kids to go to bed at 10, for ds to not brush his teeth at night if he is too tired.
The final straw has just happened - in our rented house the drains have blocked (for 4th time in almost 2 months). As we have not paid rent this month ("Dont worry i will sort it") there is water all over the laundry room floor and manky water in the sink. We cant call landlady as owe her money, and Im buggered if I am going to spend our food money on getting a plumber.
He is now in a job where he is out of the house for 13 hours a day, then has dinner and goes to bed. His job recently involved a 2 day team building break at a 5 star hotel. everything he does is very "city like" from lunches to entertaining to....rahhh!!!!
I am left with the debt, the baby, the shit of living in a crap hole, I hate him so much.
he wants us to have a nice meal next week. i would rather stab him with a spoon.
Im so so resentful. i feel like he has just swanned off and got away scot free and I am literally left holding the baby living in a shitty house. i may as well be single.
This anger and resentment is building daily and i feel like I am going to burst.
Oh whats the fucking point.
Nobody gives a shit anyway. |Just needed a rant. sorry.
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MoreHarryThanHermione · 16/07/2007 11:18
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