I have come to the conclusion that I suck at relationships. No matter how relaxed I come across, I'm tense, highly strung and boring. Not fun. Always too damn literal and serious. Can't keep my mouth shut when I really should and can't open it when I really should.
I hate my parents for making me this way and I hate my bastard abusive cunt of an ex for making me this way.
My husband is amazing. Works hard, does most of the house work, puts up with my chronic fatigue and dislike of being touched.. I want to enjoy sex and all the relationship stuff, but I just don't know how.
I'm in my first trimester with dc4, and all I really want to do is go and hide out somewhere in silence where I don't have to be a wife or a mother, because I suck at all of it and it's making everyone miserable.
Where do I even start to tackle all of this?
(Nb, I do not currently suffer from depression, these are just observations and realisations that have come to me over the last few months, compounded by the summer holidays)
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I'm totally crap at this whole thing.
AllOutOfNaiceHam · 30/08/2014 21:57
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