I'm not really sure why I'm posting. I'm just in a bit of a mess I think.
I wrote a post in a different topic in June asking if my symptoms were likely to be a miscarriage. It turns out it was.
DP wasn't the best support when it happened, but I think he tried and just wasn't really sure how to handle me. I put on a brave face and in a man's world, I think that means everything is fine.
I told him I had a doctor's appointment the other day, and he didn't really show much interest, so I left it.
However, we ended up having a huge argument last night (in public) when we were out with friends. I'm not really even sure what the argument was about now, but he was basically telling me he's struggling with commitment. It ended really badly, and he told me to leave I stormed off. I then text him, giving him the option of coming to talk to me seriously. He came to meet me, but he was just messing around making jokes, and not talking about the argument. I told him we could either have a sensible conversation, or I would walk away. He carried on 'joking' so I walked away.
I've just arrived at work this morning, burst into tears at my boss when she asked how my night was, and she's given me the morning off.
I'm going away with work for a while today, so she suggested I try to meet him before I go so it's not left on such a bad note. I haven't heard from him though, and I feel like he should be grovelling. I feel like he should be asking ME to meet up today to sort it.
I just feel so sad and I don't know what to do. I think I'm too fragile to be able to talk to him today without bursting into tears.:(
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Haveimiscarried · 31/07/2014 07:40
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