Help!!! I've been separated from my ex husband for 2 years. We have two DD aged 3,5. It wasn't a good separation he left as he "wasn't in love with me". I forgave him for a few things in our marriage like finding out he had put him self on a sex website with nude pictures of himself. He called him self "throbbing hood!' Our baby was 6 months at the time. Anyway he left and I tried to piece my life back together, I'm 25 and from the uk. With only my mum here who also has small children.
I've done everything from group meetings to single concerling, and thought I was finally moving on from still feeling in love with him.
2 months ago his girlfriend the one he left me for dumped him, this saw him change from not even speaking to me to wanting to be my new best mate!. I got sucked in and spilled to him that I was still in love and wanted him back. His answer? I got rejected again.
This man father of my dd makes me feel like I'm not worth him, I feel like shit. My friends and family all think I'm crazy, after all how could you still love someone who cheated emotionally broke you? What's wrong with me? I practilly throw my self at him and his not interested. I constantly feel jealous his already dating every weekend. I feel like a complete fool.
Not sure if this is relevant but as far as I know I'm normal! Have lots of friends outgoing. But I feel as if I'm trapped by these feelings for him, will they stop? Why do I feel them? Is there somthing wrong with me? I just can't go on feeling this way. It's destroying my life and making me feel I'll be unhappy and alone forever.
Please help!!
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Butterflygp · 27/07/2014 14:11
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