Last night I went to bed thinking everything in my life was perfect. I've been with my dp for nearly seven years, we were a couple of months away from being approved to adopt and we were saving to buy a house in a few years time. We had a lovely day yesterday as we were both off, I really thought my life was sorted. This morning she left for work as usual and about five minutes later text me to say she doesn't want this, any of it. She doesn't want me, the adoption, anything.
I felt like I was going to die. I keep going over the last few days, weeks, months in my head to see if there was anything I missed. Yesterday we were talking about decorating the spare room for our future child and now I am single, childless and homeless. I can't believe she's done this to me and didn't even have the decency to tell me face to face. She's told me she needs space and she's not ready to be a parent. Obviously even if she changes her mind again there is no way I'd go through with adopting now, I would never do that to a child.
I hurt so much, more than I thought possible. I can't believe she's thrown everything away like this. I'm sorry if this is rambling but I have no idea what to think or do.
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I feel like my world's been blown apart
32flavours · 25/07/2014 18:41
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