Couldn't sleep for thinking about this so got up and typed it out. Click send? He's meant to be coming to see DD today so I want to make sure he reads before he gets on a train.
"I am deeply concerned about your heavy drinking both while you are looking after [DD] and in terms of the now shocking impact on your personal appearance and hygiene, your judgment and your propensity to draw negative attention from the police in [my hometown].
While with DD today you drank at least 4 cans of 5% beer and 1 glass of wine. I have no idea what you may have consumed before arriving or while you were "at the shops" and am not interested in personally policing your alcohol intake. I am only interested in the fact that this level of alcohol consumption, especially on a daily basis, renders you unfit to be left in sole charge of a child.
When you come to [hometown] for contact with DD, make sure that at least one of the following conditions is met:
- Be sober, clean and presentable
- Bring X, Y or another appropriate family member / friend with you
- Arrange for contact to take place at an official contact centre (e.g. I believe [X Charity] run one in [home town]; the council can probably give you advice) under outside supervision
If you are unable to do this, I am unwilling to wait until the police stop you while you are out with DD and I end up having to come and collect her from social workers at a police station. If this happened, she may be put on some kind of register for further investigation, your contact with her would be taken out of either of our hands and regulated by a family court, and I would have serious questions to answer about why I left a small child in your care. I will seek a social services assessment / court order for supervised contact myself before I allow matters to get to that stage.
You should know that the UK standard for non-resident parents is to have contact with children every other weekend (i.e. for the whole weekend), one midweek day overnight, and half of all school holidays. This is the minimum you should be working towards at some point in the future. Many parents go far beyond this and automatically opt for a 50/50 split of contact/residence. At the moment, there is clearly no way that social services or a family court could recommend either of these normal options for DD.
I encourage you to independently consult and seek help from your family, friends, CAB and health professionals. There is nothing more I can do.
I believe that ultimately you do love DD. Think seriously about the consequences of your behaviour for her and take action to sort yourself out as her father."