Dear all,
On the advice of my wife (an avid MNer) writing to seek your advice on how best to understand and cope with behaviour exhibited by my father. I am 27 years of age, married, and now happily blessed with a 10 day old son, named 'P'. My father has been generally supportive over the past few years, although we did have a fractious relationship when I was a teenager, and he has had a history of depression. He would describe himself as ?too empathetic? and ?over-sensitive?. What happened a few days ago has come as a big shock bearing in mind this supposed empathy. Upon the birth of our son, my father was ill and said that he did not want to meet the baby because he might infect him, or us. I thought that was fair enough, but as a week went by and I heard nothing from him, I began to wonder.
Then a few days ago I received a long email from him saying that in calling my son 'P [my surname]-[wife's surname]' I have ?grossly dishonoured my family name?, and engaged in behaviour that he would never consider to be other than ?shameful and disgraceful?. He further accused me of ?wilfully colluding? with my wife in diluting our family surname , and in calling our son [my surname]-[wife's surname]', he accused my wife of ?colonising? it. In his email he mentioned that he ?stood for tradition?, and wondered what he had done to hurt me so much as to encourage this vicious behaviour from me. He asked me whether I still blamed him for my parents' separation, or for cutting off ties with his sister permanently over a perceived inheritance slight. He concluded his email by saying that he ?did not recognise? his Grandson.
Since then he has calmed down a little, and says that he will visit the baby after Christmas. I accused him of emotional blackmail and bullying and he frankly denies it. His parting comments were that the disagreement arose because quite evidently he has too much empathy and I have too little. I have not responded to these comments, but these and other personal attacks and slights upon my wife which have come from nowhere have left me very upset and angry. He seems also to have recalled select information from our conversations years ago, and has dramatically stated that he has been in a ?state of dread? over the possible surname of our child. Never once did I think that he would lose the plot in such a fashion over this. Perhaps that means I am lacking in empathy... He has accused me in the past of being rather emotionally shut-down, from being unromantic and callous. In his email he said he was thinking of ways he could ?crush me?, like he ?crushed? his mother and sister who were always trying to slight him and keep him down, but that he couldn't bring himself to, since he loved me too much, and therefore could not merely shrug me off. Ironically in expressing himself in this fashion, I do feel a bit crushed, and am more than a little worried that he does not recognise his part in this.
A little bit of factual background: my father took early retirement five years ago (he was an experienced counsellor, believe it or not). He found the job too stressful and his leaving the profession was partially due to having a failed relationship with one of his patients. He has lived on and off in isolation in France over the past few years, and about a year ago since his wife got a teaching job in the UK, he has spent much time on his own, obsessively immersed in family history. This has always been an interest of his, but now he spends all his time on it. He is particularly interested in our supposed ?royal connections? with various dynasties.
At present we have decided to allow him a short visit in a few days, but only to see his Grandson, and I will not engage in any conversation with him about these deeper issues.
I have read about personality disorders on the web, but do not trust myself much to come to a ?diagnosis?, other than that my father seems to have a mixture of narcissistic personality disorder and paranoid personality disorder. Perhaps the worst of both, although he has never done anything illegal, and does not yet think he is Jesus, although when he was a child he claims his parents told him he was the Prince of Wales and would inherit millions.
My questions to you are as follows: am I being unreasonable to be very upset by this, and by my father's evident refusal to acknowledge any wrongdoing on his part? How should I proceed bearing in mind the huge emotional toll this has taken upon me and my wife, and others around my father?
One way of dealing with this behaviour I have noted when reading posts on the web of similar personalities is to not engage with him on any emotional level, and leave things purely practical. If he forces the issue, to terminate contact with him. I suppose I would like your comments on whether you think this is a sensible approach or not...
Thank you MNers for your help and wise counsel!
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