S'only me again.
Like the title says ... I know I am being silly but I am just terrified that I will lose this baby. I can't get it out of my head. I am 9 weeks on Saturday and there is no reason to suggest really that there should be a problem as my boobs are like rocks and I am feeling permanently sick and I am putting on weight BUT I just can't help it. This morning I had a bit of discharge ... nothing nasty, but managed to convince myself that the baby had died like last time (I had a funny discharge 2 weeks before I started bleeding).
I have even got a scan tomorrow morning (begged my m/w for it) even though there is no real need. I am convinced there won't be a heart beat and I even dreamed the other night that I am not pg at all and I have imagined it all and that the sonographer will laugh at me.
I am not sleeping ... and want to cry all the time.
Oh god Oh god Oh god ... somebody slap me and tell me to get a grip .... pleeeeeeaaaase!!!
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I know I am being silly .... but I just can't help being terrified ....
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Ghosty · 25/06/2003 21:52
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