I'm not sure if this is the right section to post in but here goes....
I have a lovely DS who turns three in October. However his birth was very traumatic and he developed a serious heart condition which meant he nearly didn't make it. He was in ICU for 2 weeks and I was also in hosptial as I lost so much blood in the emergency C-section. I ended up with PND for nearly a year and insomnia which has never really gone away.
On top of all of that I absolutely hated being pregnant and just couldn't cope with the first couple of months of nausea (I have a fear of being sick)
So with all of this in mind we decided that one child was enough but for some reason we thought, lets give it a go and see what happens. Within one month I was pregnant.
I only did the test two days ago and I haven't stopped crying. I am so scared I can't think straight. I'm not sure what it is I'm scared of exactly but I feel like I've made a terrible mistake and I just want to turn the clock back.
I realise this is a dreadful thing to say given the amount of people on here trying to have a baby and that just makes me even more upset.
Has anyone else been scared of going through it all again? Does anyone else suffer with insomnia and still cope with a toddler and being pregnant?
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So scared of having a second baby
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tor74 · 11/08/2008 12:36
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