hi this is my second pregnancy and i had severe anxiety about health in my first preg and its starting to come back.
Please can i describe a situation to you.
My other half cleared my absolute disgrace of a garden a few days ago. I KNOW there would have been cat poo in the garden. there was so much rubbish in the garden so i was happy for him to clear it. I was anxious about the cat poo but thought had it under control.
He picked up various junk from with in the garden and loaded up a van next to back gate. Once finished he did come through house but took shoes off and went straight out front door.
He did wash hands but only with antibacterial gel.
He then got in van to take to tip but i had to follow as he had to take van back to rental place and i had to take him back.
When we got to tip they wouldnt allow a van to come in. We were really short on time it was 4pm and van had to be back in depot at 5pm.
I begged the worker at the tip to let him in but he wouldnt. so only option we had was to put the stuff in my car boot and do several trips through the tip.
I didnt touch any of it. My other half loaded it in my boot and unloaded. Once done he used anti bac gel again.
Then he had to drop van back and had to come in my car :-( i didnt let him touch anything.
Then i dropped him back at his car and he went home ( dont live together yet).
So.......the next day i was freaking about the rubbish having been in my boot- my sister hoovered and steam cleaned my boot and entire car and i through away the car matt my other half woukd have put his feet on.
But my concerns are:
- my oh got toxo on his hands which the gel hasnt removed and has it all over his own car steering wheel and now i am too terrified for him to touch me without washing hands.
- my boot has got toxo in it - would the steam cleaning have killed any toxo?! I had to put a tv stand in my boot today and bring in house and now i am so worried i have brought toxo into my bedroom.
I really am so scared and i am worried about my OHs shoes that he wore in the garden. I told him to clean them but i dont know if he has or not. He thinks i am being ridiculous.
Please help to calm me down, if you think i am overeacting. i cant stand this feeling of panic and worry :-(