Background - I wasn't brought up as a Christian and am the only one in my family. Very very few Christian friends and am still looking for a church home. I have been a Christian for a few years now and really truly felt like God was with me.
Now ..... There is a big issue in my life (terminally ill relative) and rather than turning towards God I feel like I am just free falling. I am hardly reading my Bible and I am really struggling to pray.
I don't have any believers around me which isn't helping as if I mention my doubts to family and friends I either get an odd look or a comment that it doesn't feel like God is with me because He doesn't exist.
I don't even know what my question is really but this is the toughest time I have ever faced in my life and I am failing.
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I feel like I am losing my faith.
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fluffyduckie · 27/10/2013 18:54
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