I was raised catholic and have always believed in God, attended church and sought comfort from the belief that good will triumph ultimately. I now realise that my life has been blessed up until recently. that is not to say I haven't had tough times but over the past 5 years life has become harder and harder. Primarily it is financial but that seeps into every area of your life. I believe that when things go not-quite-how-you-hoped then that path is not for you and so would head off down another one confident that everything will work out. Lately every where I turn is negativity and hopelessness and I can't seem to get a break. I despair of the future and often think that death would be preferable to this living hell. But overall I WANT to believe in a God that will help me find the right path - at present I feel abandoned and I want to believe that He would not abandon me but I don't know where to turn. I do not feel reassurance in the church or in prayer. What does one do at this stage??? I didn't realise how important my faith was til this and I don't know where to turn.
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