Hi, I'm a Christian or at least that is how I have feltuntil fairly recently, but now I'm not so sure.
Church seems very shallow now and I am really feeling out of touch, to me church doesn't feel like the loving accepting place I imagine when I think about Jesus. Recently things like the gay marriage debate have made me feel more like this, church is very caring and loving until 'we' (not me personally but church as a 'body') disagree with something and then 'we' feel like we can tell others how to live their lives. I feel like leaving church but I don't know where that leaves me with my faith.
I still believe in God in some description and to me Jesus was the most inspirational man to walk the earth. I would like to follow his example but I feel I can do this outside of church. I also can't accept that Christianity is the only way to God, for me Gods love is open to any faith or none, I see God more as a creator or overseer, with an interest in all humanity not just a select few. But then I do sometimes even struggle with that and feeling like there probably isn't anything anyway, its just guesswork but I personally don't feel that the world occurred purely by chance.
Should I just leave church for a while and see how things go? I just don't feel anything in church anymore and I often see more love and 'Jesus spirit' outside of church than in it. But the thought of turning my back on Jesus and ultimately God feels too much.
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PioneersAndPirateShips · 07/04/2013 20:32
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