I actually cba to type loads so i'll list whats currently going on in my life atm.
*Single mum of 3 dc aged 15, 13 and 10.
*Work 25 hours in what can be a stressful job, and i bring paperwork home weekly.
*Dd2 has moderate depression, an eating disorder and self harms. She last week took a small overdose.
*I'm broke. I have got behind with my rent because of time taken off work with dd2. I have made arrangements to catch up, which i am sticking to, but it's leaving me broke, plus I have just had to more or less double my food budget to make sure there is food in the house that might make dd2 eat something.
- Camhs want me to supervise all off dd2's meals if possible (it's not possible)
- I want to put the heating on and can't afford to
Now I know people have far worse problems, and for some reason it is bugging me that maybe i should be coping with this better than I am. I am on 30mg of anti depressants (although not had any for 3 days cos my gp's can't give me an appointment and ive run out).
I feel like i am juggling ok, but that i want to throw all of the balls on the floor and run off.