Am sure this is common but after feeling a bit better about my MC which was nearly 3 weeks ago. i seem to have taken a bit of a dive and am both cross and sad and sorry for myself all at once.
on tuesday a girl I work with told everyone she was PG - her EDD is 2 days before mine was and I would have been announcing to everyone today
I just feel all kinds of horrible resentments towards her (inexplicably) - but I know I shouldn't as is lovely news for her. But am worried she will serve as my MC reminder - with all of her milestone dates being so close to mine.
Am ok in day - but then rush home to cry in the evenings and am fed up with doing that. Also been having bad dreams where I murder someone (not anyone I know!) which have never had before (and are a bit scary).
sorry for self - indulgent post - but am feeling like I will burst if I don't 'talk' to someone about this. Sitting in office at work is not helping!
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Cross and sad and fed up with self in general
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iggypiggy · 30/04/2009 14:30
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