im so sorry for everyones who has gone through the pain and confusion of losing a baby.
i miscarried in feb , i would have been about 9 or 10 weeks, since that was the last time i'd had sex, then my boy friend and i broke up. I didn't realize I was pregnant, i had really bad cramping, and heavy bleeding I passed the baby in the loo. I couldn't believe what I saw, you could see its little hands and feet . I was so shocked and scared and didn't go to the doctor, i realize this was really silly, i just couldn't take it in, and i didn't want anyone touching me. I'm devastated that my boyfriend ended our relationship, and now i've lost a baby, it just seems that none of it was meant to be, i feel hurt and confused as to why i'm going through this. My boyfriend didn't want me, and he wouldn't have wanted this baby, but I would have kept it and it would have known it was loved, even though it wasn't planned. I told my ex what happened, he just said he was sorry to hear about it. I'm not coping very well with everything, I need to move on with my life but its constantly in my thoughts, i cant get the images of the baby out of my head.
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book77 · 29/04/2009 01:16
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