just feeling really lonely and dont want to try to sleep as it give me time to think. I was in the awful position last week of discovering that my baby had died at about 11 weeks, whilst having my first timester scan.
By my dates I would have been 13+5 weeks. As soon as the sonographer asked if I was sure of my dates (I was) I knew there was something was wrong. It gets worse, I was in hospital 50 miles from home (my choice due to my birth choices), without my partner (he couldn't understand why I so wanted him there), with our two children who are 18 months and 4 1/2 who we are very lucky to have I know. His mum had let me down with childcare that morning! Oh and it happened on the anniversary of my first miscarriage six years ago!
My partner works away so I had to continue to manage on my own that week and go through a medically managed miscariage and as yet his mum hasn't even called!
I know that I am blessed to have the two beautiful girls that I have but this third baby was so wanted too
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happyjules · 21/03/2009 01:18
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