Hello, just joined. I love this site and I'm a terrible lurker but finding this topic has made me feel like I am not alone. So many kind voices.
I have a beautiful boy who is almost nine months and there are so many wonderful moments that always outweigh the times when it's difficult (the sleep deprivation, the refusing to eat, the refusal of my fatness to depart ). There had always been a bounce upwards again. Always. And now it's gone.
I lost a baby one week ago at 10 weeks. I am so sad and flat it's unbearable. I was due to go back to work today after mat leave, pregnant, delighted and counting the days until I was with my babies. I feel like it's been taken away, all my hopes and plans. I feel so guilty to be looking after my lovely boy always sad and on the brink of tears.
I am so scared to think about trying again. Can anyone tell me does this improve when the gloom lifts? (as I hope it will).
Thank you for listening.
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lost my bounce
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lostmybounce · 03/03/2009 16:52
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