I've not posted here before, but I just wanted to see what everybody's experiences had been.
My last period was on the 9th December, although I had some bleeding around Christmas. Because of this, and some more really light bleeding a few weeks ago, my GP arranged for me to have an early scan.
I went to the EPU last week (6 weeks) and was scanned- they saw a gestational sac but nothing else. Had two lots of bhcgs which were high but not doubling at 48 hours.
Went back for a scan yesterday....now there's a yolk sac but still no fetal heart beat. Have been told to expect the worst, but to come back next week for scan number three so they can make a final decision.
Am absolutely fed up.....really upset, and feel as if i'm in total limbo. I can't start to grieve my (very likely) miscarriage cos i still feel like i want to cling to any hope i can, but realistically everything looks pretty bleak.
My husband is being absolutely lovely- really supportive- but I just feel bl**dy miserable and pretty helpless. Am sick of the epu already.....and i'm feeling really apprehensive about going back for another scan.
Any similar experiences would be very much appreciated- would like to feel like there's some light at the end of this tunnel and try to stop feeling so sorry for myself!
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victoriakate · 27/01/2009 22:13
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