I was 12 weeks when I started bleeding. I went to the Emergency Room and it was too late. They had to perform a D&C. I feel very empty, and the only person I have been able to cry in front of is my husband. My mother came down to help out and I've instructed her not to talk about it. I had my friend pack up anything baby related before I came home from the hospital, and I e-mailed all of my friends and asked them not to call me for awhile. I don't want to leave the house or get out of bed. I know it takes time and all of that, but I feel lost and empty and all I can think about is when can we start trying again and it's only been 5 days. I've been reading all kinds of internet sites like an obsessed person looking for the right thing to make perfect sense of all of this for me, but I can't. I don't know why I'm even writing this, I just figured someone might be able to say the perfect thing to help me get some perspective. Everyone thinks I'm doing very well because I'm not crying, but inside my heart is completely broken. I don't understand why God would give me a pregnancy just to take it away, and right at the point when everyone told me I'm
'out of the woods'. Any advice or words of wisdom would be much appreciated.
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mcinbham · 09/09/2006 06:41
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