Hi lovely ladies
I lost my darling third child, a little boy, at 17 weeks pregnant in January this year. I found out at a routine midwife appointment that there was no heart beat and it sadly went on from there. I had to deliver him, chose to have him buried and have spend the last 4.5 months just trying to cope with what's happened and carry on being a happy mummy to my two healthy children. It's been the saddest and hardest thing ive ever had to go through and I dont think I'll ever feel right about it or that I wasnt cheated even though we found out there was something wrong with his placenta.
Hubby blows hot and cold about if we'll ever try agian which doesnt help any kind of healing process.
My dilemma is this...it's baby's due date next Friday 21st which has been playing heavy on my mind and heart for weeks. I know its just another day that sadly hes not with us and that that will never change but it feels such a milestone to over come. .....anyway, hubby wants me to go in to a certain large city to have a boozy lunch and celebrate his best mates 40th bday. Any other day id love to be celebrating with them but its just not what i think I should be doing.....
Just wanted some feedback on any thoughts of whether im over reacting or compromise......
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Dilemma.....on due date
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nectarini1983 · 14/06/2013 20:28
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