Firstly I'm new to this, so apologies if this isn't in the right area!
I'm not really sure why I am writing this, other than I am feeling so sad and alone! Think I am hoping that someone on here might be able to tell me that things WILL get better, and that what I am feeling is normal??
So here goes, it's a long story but I will be as brief as I can! At the beginning of last year, my pregnancy ended at 19wks +5days. My twin daughters were born sleeping! The pregnancy ended due to my abusive partner.
Due to him, I don't now have much support in the real world, but I am slowly trying to rebuild my life, but that has been hindered by health issues. Anyway in a few weeks it will be the anniversary of their due date, and in the last few days I haven't been able to stop thinking about them! Thinking about how they should be here, they should be learning to walk and talk! Etc etc. My job probably doesn't help as I work with children! But recently I have just found myself getting more and more tearful when I think about them! I miss them so much!
I just want to know if this is normal, and do things ever really get any easier? My Counsellor says I am doing okay! But it's been over a year and I just feel like I haven't really achieved much in that time! Am I putting too much pressure on myself, is this normal? Is there a normal?
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Mummyoftwoangels · 25/04/2013 10:45
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