Just that really.
I found out that I'd had a missed miscarriage on 28th January. I already have two DC and I had presumed that it was just my cervical erosion bleeding so I went to get checked out.
I was sent home for a week to wait for another scan but I knew it was pointless. I should have been 8 weeks, but all there was was an empty sac.
I arranged for an ERPC immediately after the second scan. Second scan showed slight sac growth but no baby so my ERPC was done and I went home.
My emotions are all over the place. This was a much wanted and tried for 3rd DC, but I feel like a total fraud because the sac was empty and I had only light bleeding after the ERPC, so I got off so lightly in comparison with others. But in my heart it still was my baby and I still get terribly upset.
DH is really keen to try again and so am I - apart from the absolute terror that strikes me when I consider it and the chance of going through something like this again. I will wait until my periods return to normal in any case, but how on earth do I face it? How do I stop being scared?
This is probably a stupid question, I'm sure there is no answer to it.
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After miscarriage how do you face trying again?
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CupOfTeaSandwiches · 24/02/2013 12:44
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