I miscarried December 2011 (dh's birthday) and it's taken us a year to get pregnant again, we found out on Christmas Eve. On Monday I had some brown discharge and then red blood so I panicked and went to A&E. I then had a scan which showed a fetus less than 5 weeks. Because there is no heartbeat they want to wait a week, rescan me and then make a decision on whether my pregnancy has ended. I have been bleeding on and off, with occasional cramps but not like the last miscarriage. I don't know what to think, what to believe. I cant mentally make the dates work and believe the baby is still ok but i can't think about walking around waiting to miscarry! .... I can't hold on to a chain of thought....I need a shower and to get dressed and go for a walk or something but I'm just sat, staring at the tv in the same clothes I changed into when I got home from the hospital. I just feel numb......
I guess I'm actually only writing this to make myself start to come to terms with it all................As devastating as it was last time there wasn't this waiting game, it was complete and final.
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rugbychief · 30/01/2013 11:03
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