I found out 10 days ago that my baby had died , I was 17 weeks pregnant. Id only gone for a routine antenatal appt but was referred to the local hospital for a scan when no heartbeat could be found. The consultant confirmed at the scan that my baby had died.
I was induced and delivered my little boy last Saturday. It was the saddest day of my life. The staff that looked after me were angels and treated my baby and I with such care and dignity i didnt think was possible from strangers. It wasnt physically pain, just heartbreakingly sad as its nothow It's supposed to be.
eople kept telling me id feel 'better' after Saturday.but the feeling of emptiness is overwhelming and the loss of hope is devastating.
Its been a week since I was in hospital and im still struggling. I have two beautiful children already who are giving me strength but I can't stop thinking about the baby who was due to come in to our lives.
I just can't accept that a baby that was loved and wanted wasn't meant to be some how.
I look at his perfect hand and footprints and it breaks my heart that hes gone.
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Late pregnancy loss at 17 weeks and heartbroken. does ot get any easier?
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nectarini1983 · 20/01/2013 18:51
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