Hi, Will try to keep it short (and fail!)- miscarried few weeks ago- was first pregnany, have endometriosis severely so was amazed and beyond excited at (very much planned pregnancy), Can't explain how gutted at miscarriage- but if you're on this board then I guess you're the people who DO understand!!
Anyway, I don't know how to move on- I keep thinking I'm ok, then suddenly I'm not (but the 3 other people who know about it seem to have moved on and never mention it)
Today at work one of my very closest and dearest work friends had her leaving for maternity presentation- all I could think was that should have been me in X months and I could barely hold it together- all I wanted to do was rush to the toilets and sob my heart out. Yet I love her to bits- felt so selfish for my feelings; please tell me this is normal?
I feel like everyone but me has moved on, but yet I'm so very raw still. All the convo at work has been about babies today, and the questions/topics so insensitve to anyone having/had probs.
I know I have asked no questions, so am not waiting answers. I guess I kinda feel lost right now- and am looking for understanding/reassuarance. Thanks for reading.
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RedSlippers · 14/10/2011 21:48
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