I've recently returned to work after mat leave. Since then I've asked exp to take baby one night in the week as well as his usual 1 day at weekend. This counts as 2 overnights in essence, but the accumulatively, its around 36 hours in the entire week, due to pick ups/drop offs etc.
Going back to work ( full time) has been a new lease of life for me, a true life saver. Iwas extremely low when he left, but really feel fine now. I'm socialising again (every weekend when baby is with him) and when he has her during the week, I'm able to do housework/paperwork and generally the things you find it hard to do with an infant around.
He came to the house on the weekend to collect her and immediately announced that he didn't think I was 'spending enough time with her these days'. I couldn't believe it. He went on to say that I wasn't spending quality time with her, as she was with the childminder all week, then with him for 24 hour period over the weekend, and so therefore, he actually was seeing her more than I was.
Is this true? or is he trying to make me feel bad?
To my mind, his life is still his own for 85% of the time, while mine isn't. He brings her back on a sunday, and she doesn't even have to cross his mind again til thursday. He is going skiing at the end of the month for a week, he does what he likes. The man left us for another woman, a woman who's house he now takes our infant to sleep in EVERY weekend, therefore rarely being alone with her.
I think he has seen me getting on with my life and is a bothered by it. He may be also resenting having to actually share the 'parenting, now I'm back at work, as opposed to just 'seeing her'. He still has it damn easy by comparison.
I think he was trying to 'plant a seed', as it were, that I'm neglecting her, so that I'll insist on keeping her with me more often, thereby relieving him of his duty guilt free. It got to me, big time.
I feel really annoyed, because this kind of head-fuckery is what I tolerated for 3 years. The kind where he rarely insulted you directly...but got inside your head in other ways.
Am I over-reacting, or has he attempted to mess my head up?
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Is this manipulation or am I being paranoid?
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pinguthepenguin · 04/02/2008 19:36
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