hi, is anyone there? I went to bed about 2hrs ago but am up cos I can't seem to stop crying tonight, and today has been really shite and i've cried in front of dd again, which I never wanted to do. We had a really lazy day, but went to the park late afternoon, but I am just so incredibly lonely it is really getting to me recently. I've ben living on my own for 7 months now and I went through an initial euphoria yippee he's gone kinda thing, then hit a massive low around DD's birthday 2 months ago (got 1st period then also, since coming off the pill xmas), but seemed to climbout of that but the last couple of days I'm heading down again.
Work is also shite, I can't seem to find anything to move onto to earn more money and the social part of work which always used to be really good in previous jobs (I have worked or same company for 15yrs) is now non-existant.
My family are doing my head in, my Mum who I've relied on a lot since dd was born, for the simple things like her company as well as help when dd is sick plus babysitting help - she's talking of moving 120 miles away in a couple of years time and she's the only person in my family i can sort of rely on for a bit of support. My sisters, well,one is 10yrs younger than me and despite me inviting her over is not interested and the other one who i've had long term issues with and who gave up trying for kids when i accidently became pregnant with dd, i think is manipulative and playing games with me and, call me paranoid, but i think she's talking to mum about how to just let me get on and find my own feet.
Friends, well I had a nce chat with my best friend earlier this evening but she lives miles away now and i'm finding it really hard to meet people to click with and go out with.
im sure this is all gonna sound really whingy but it's all getting to me today. oh, did i mention money? Solicitor wants £500 to hold on account; i dont have that so i now can't afford a solicitor to help me through seperation.
How on earth do you get through the low times? how long does it take to come out the otehr side? how do you get used to being on your own wih noone to talk to every evening/ etc etc etc. I'm really at my wits end.
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aimeesmummy · 23/07/2007 00:53
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