im seriously comsidering leaving my partner of 6 years, we have 2 children together. my reasons are:
- he has lied about various things from very begining of our relationship
i tried to leave when i was pregnant with ds but he threatened to kill my dog
- he is beyond lazy, he has 6 dogs so you can imagine the mess the house gets in! i get up at 6am and go to bed 2am after cleaning up after them every single day, we've had so many arguments about it he'll clean for a day then it goes back to normal. I want a normal house where i can walk around with no shoes on! and my children can walk freely around my house.
- I hate the house i am in so id obviously have to rent somewhere ive found the perfect place but i am sooooo scared of leaving and being in a house alone! i also feel guilty for some reason for him. And how can i break my childrens heart, he may be a useless lazy ** but he loves them and they love him.
I cant stand the thought of them not being with me all the time, plus should i let them stay in a dirty house.
I dont think i can take anymore of this!!