Almost 3 weeks ago we were told my soulmate had bowel cancer which has spread to his liver and lymph nodes.
He had surgery to remove his lower bowel and now has a permanent stoma.
We've been told he is stage 4 and life expectancy is 6 months to 5 years.
We are being as positive as we can but tonight it has hit me that we wont grow old together. I feel desperately cheated and im struggling to see how I will go on without him at my side.
Hes been my best friend since I was 18 (20 years) and we finally got together 8 years ago.
Hes my everything and I cant keep him safe.
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Life-limiting illness
Feel cheated
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Ludoole · 02/08/2014 01:31
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