I can't talk like this in front of dh as he thinks I'm being negative, which only he sees!! I hide it from everyone else.
My dad has terminal cancer, he was given 7 months to live ( last December) but is still going and is such a strong wonderful man.
My sister is due to have her first baby in December and I know he is determined to be here
I am the eldest and keep it all together, support my mum, siblings and am there to do anything dad needs doing. BUT I am fucking dreading Christmas.
I just can't get my head around the fact that he might not be here or worse that he might die at Christmas
I've got five children and the older 3 know its terminal but the two youngest just know grandad is poorly. The thought of having to tell them is awful.....
Actually when it's written down I realise its not just about Christmas, I'm just so scared knowing I'm going to lose my dad and my mum will lose the love of her life (she has been with him since she was 16)
Please or to access all these features
Please
or
to access all these features
Mumsnet doesn't verify the qualifications of users. If you have medical concerns, please consult a healthcare professional.
Life-limiting illness
How on earth do you cope with possible bereavement at Christmas?
20 replies
magnolia74 · 10/10/2012 19:43
OP posts:
Please create an account
To comment on this thread you need to create a Mumsnet account.