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Choochootrain1 · 05/08/2014 21:58

I know I am, but I'm so gutted atm. PCOS & endo - told would need ivf same week as had natural bfp so now have 1 child I thought would never have. Now seperated from DH.

Had scan as having some strange symptoms... Shows hugely thickened lining on CD7 so should be much lower now frightened I have uterine cancer or early menopause as matching my symptoms

I probably wouldn't fall pregnant anyhow, it was a miracle I had one child after years of TTC... But I'm so tempted to TTC secretly in case it is C and they say I have to have hysterectomy. DH has slept with me recently despite us being seperated, we're not totally over I don't think.

The thing is even if I could TTC, I'm so overweight it would be risky atm if I did fall pg.

God I'm so bloody jealous of ppl who have 2nd children, everyone I know seems to be. And I know I should be grateful I had 1 in the first place. I am grateful... But still insanely jealous of other ppl.

I just needed to put this somewhere. If I say it to anyone IRL I know il be told not to feel this way. But I doConfused


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