Been trying for a little bambino for 15 months now and getting seriously cheesed off. 38 years old, 39 in 4 months time so time is a ticking. Possibly perimenopausal, recent FSH 11.2. Infertility clinic says this is 'reasonable'. Arrrrrgh...it seems my eggs may have run out on me or gone off the boil. I eat, sleep and poop babies, in my thoughts 24/7...driving me fecking insane!! Already have some adorable little people but just crave one more little bundle to make our family complete. This pain and longing is almost becoming too much to bear, i need, for my sanity a positive outcome soon. Hoping to start the great wonderdrug called Clomid next month. Hoping and praying that it will give my lazy ovaries a good kick up the arse and tell them to start getting on with the job in hand. How throughly shit that us females run out of eggs when we reach our mid 30s while males can go on producing kids forever. Banged my other little ones out no problemo in the slightest. Only had to look at a penis and i was preggo...what the fuck happened i ask!!! I'm 38, come on i'm no spring chicken but certainly not over the hill yet. Give me a break Mother Nature please with a cherry on top. Just give me a couple more years worth of good eggs so i can have my longed for baby with my wonderful husband. Give him the gift of a precious child. Plaease let me have the most wonderful Christmas ever and bless me with a beautiful BFP because i just can't do this anymore. I'm giving up for my New Years resolution.
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All I want for Christmas...is a whopping great massive BFP!!!!!!!
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erilou38 · 08/11/2013 16:31
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