Hello all, this is my first post.
I am 35 and found out yesterday that my first FET failed. This year we have had 2 IUIs and one IVF. After the first IVF cycle failed, I asked that they look at my lining which I felt strongly was the problem and they did an endometrial biopsy and diagnosed that I was out of phase - meaning that if I was actually 8 days past ovulation, my lining was only the equivalent of 4 days past and so not ready for the embryo. This is treated with progesterone injections and HRT and by replacing the embryo 4 days later than the actual cycle day.
I was doing sort of ok today and then my cousin sent me an e-card telling me that I am a wonderful step mum and that being a mum is so much more than biology (I see my 13 year old step son once a week). Then my mum said that my partner and her were worried about me going through another cycle because of how upset i have been with this one.
I am fed up with the world now and the self righteous parents who think that the pain of wanting a child will stop if I stop trying.
We've only had one failed cycle but I feel like they have written me off as childless forever and that makes me so sad.
Sorry for the glum post but I all of a sudden feel so lonely :( All my friends, sister, step sister, cousins (and even my step son's mum have babies and I just feel hopeless right now.
Thanks for reading ...
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Failed IVF - feeling really sad
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Twinkle2012 · 14/11/2012 18:42
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