I am finding the constant exhaustion of Ds (4) plus the fact that he is having his head bashed on the ground/railings daily by the other nice little boys, is getting to me a lot.
I mentioned to Mum yesterday that I am getting more and more inclined to take him out of school at least till he is a bit bigger...she jumped on me and said she thinks school is the best chance he has because I am depressed and sometimes find it hard to have him around at home, hard to engage with him or deal with him being a typical 4 year old. She said that he would be 'running wild with nobody to talk to'
I know I have bad days and things are up and down, but it isn't always like that - and I do talk to him, and I do enjoy teaching him stuff.
I know she might have a point but it made me feel like shit and really upset - a terrible depressed mum or a life at school where people beat him up and he collapses in the corridor when I go to get him (at lunchtime) in tears because he is too tired to walk to the car.
Please tell me there's someone else who is in the same boat - I feel like I've no support whatsoever. And I really, really don't want to deprive him of a fulfilled life - my mum sounded like she thought he was neglected or abused at home with me.
She tends to make me feel like that quite a lot.
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Is anyone Home educating as well as being depressed themselves?
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Columbia · 14/11/2007 06:46
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