deep I think, yes, I could be a response officer. I have ideas about what I would like to happen, and would be prepared to work for 5 years or more to get even close to that, but I am not fixed, I know life and careers take turns and twists along the way and there may be other opportunities that present itself in the lifetime of a police officer.
I have, if I am honest, always wanted to be a police officer. I started my application when I was very young, and was told by police careers officer who I chatted with that I was quite young and I might want to think about it for a while. So I went to uni, and my direction changed. I then wobbled about it, and ended up working in a criminal justice capacity in civilian street, got married, had my two children and it sorted got put to one side as something I never did. I am now at a cross roads in my career through circumstances beyond my control (thank Grayling ) and for the last 2 years or more I keep returning to this, in fact, more than that, as I am in contact with police officers in my line of work and I continue to find it a rewarding, fascinating, challenging career. I look at my choices in the past with some regret and DH has said he would support me going down this route, and he doesn't think it is too late.
I keep feeling I have missed the boat, a career I should have had but didn't so should move on. But, the more I think about it the more I want to do it. I feel right, even if I put aside my own personal aspirations to move up the ladder. I feel almost tearful thinking about not doing it. And the more I look into it, the more I feel excited that it could work.
I personally think I would make a fucking good response officer, and more. Much more.
hometown the physical thing is the only thing holding back, and adding to my regret! I have recently suffered from a disability, spinal related, which has screwed up my mobility for almost 2 years. I have had surgery and slowly getting my health back. Prior to this I was very fit and healthy, and now, I am getting there again. I think I can get myself to the right standard of fitness, and beyond, I am certainly capable in terms of my general fitness and can manage the physical expectations. However, I don't yet know if my spinal issue is fully fixed yet, or whether there will be lasting issues. If so, then that will be the fly in the ointment as, no matter how fit I can get myself, if my back is liable to deteriorate again, I can't do the job. So, even with me mulling this over as something serious, I need to give my back a year to work out whether it will recover fully.
In fact, would that even exclude me straight away, having a spinal condition which has been classed as a 'disability' for work purposes? Even if I 'recover' (I am working so hard on that recovery). Because, if it's an automatic no for that type of disability then I can stop thinking about it now!
In terms of the shifts. I think that will be the one thing that might break me but, i have a non-sleeping DS and I am fine so I have hope! I have absolutely no expectations of working 9-5 at any point! I also don't expect any kind of leniency for having children, I expect it will be full time, shift work, hard work.