"She" being me, actually :)
Im 37 (well nearly 38), Have dds aged 7 1/2 and 5, delightful, brilliant kids who I love more than life itself. Husband works ft. Just gone back to City type job after a few years not working/working pt in not very fulfilling position. New job is seniorish and well paid, but oh so hard and intense and hours are, well, city hours.
Among the whirlwind of getting up to speed with everything, used to commute etc, I have this agonising fear that Im missing out... On my dds growing up, on their best years, on my best years... I see them for less than 2 hours a day, dont take them or pick them up from school... The nannyntakes them to extracurricular activities in the afternoons. Ofmcourse we try to make up at the weekend but its not the same as daily presence...
When I didnt work or worked pt I was forever mourning my lost career... Now Im tearing myself apart that Im not there enough for my girls...
Will I turn around ina few years time and regret my choices?
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Please reassure this ft working mum that shes not just effing it all up
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Softcookie · 17/09/2013 20:53
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