Have been back at work for over a year now since maternity leave finished. Today, I feel just totally rubbish about having to leave DS. Feel as though I am missng out on soooo much of his life and resent the fact that other people get to spend all day with him and I don't. My heart just isn't in my job anymore and I used to be so dedicated and motivated. The work is piling up and I am sooo behind with things. More than anything I want to bring up DS and be with him when he needs me.
Maybe I have just had a hypersensitive/hormonal day but I feel like half a mum and half a career person - doing neither job properly.
Have tried to talk to dh about it but he is being quite flippant (he has to work and get on with it so why shouldn't i?)
Thought that it would get easier, but it is actually getting worse!
Would love to go part-time...but it would be pushing the finances a bit
Don't really expect any solutions but would appreciate talking it through......
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popsycal · 17/11/2003 18:49
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