I have been very anxious about DD since she was diagnosed with a genetic condition aged ten days. I had a very stressful pregnancy and started to imagine all sorts of stuff then after she was born I really struggled through the first nine months or so as I was convinced I would lose her, had morbid thoughts etc. I saw a doctor at one point but didnt want to take the ADs she wanted to prescribe and gradually felt better. Generally I have always been ok in the day then panic at night. It comes and goes but is back with a vengence at the moment and I am increasingly getting very upset in the day too about all the things that could go wrong. I feel bad saying all this as I know there are people on here who have lost their children or in other ways face worse than me but I just can't get it out of my head how fragile life is. DD's condition is potentially life threatening but as long as it is well managed she should be able to live a full life so I don't know if it does relate directly to that as the scenarios I imagine are not always about things that could affect her because of her condition but I am always aware of how vulnerable she is. Also we spend time in hospital fairly often and I think every timne I am reminded again that she is vulnerable iyswim? Do all parents worry about "the worst" happening like this or does my anxiety seem over the top?I just want to enjoy her she is wonderful but even when she is being funny or something lately I catch myself thinking in a negative way and feeling sad in case all I end up with are memories. Hope that makes sense I am a bit superstitious about even talikng about it tbh.
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