I am still self harming and I have these horrid ideas in my head of what I want to do to myself, and I feel like my safety switch has been turned off or something. Stuff I would never have even considered now seems quite appealing.
This time last week I was in hosp after overdosing and it seems quite appealing again tonight but I can't really and I can't cut myself because df has moved my razors and I keep thinking about pouring boiling water on my feet - which is weirdy. I just want these ideas out of my head.
And yes everyone knows, and I do have help and its recently been reassessed but still.
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I am so sick of these ideas being in my head.
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smurfgirl · 14/03/2008 21:13
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