My situation - single parent of two kids, unemployed, living in council house on shit estate.
I had high hopes for this year though, I planned to get a job, move house, get a car to give me back my freedom, go back to karate which I used to love...
But its March and not much has changed and I'm starting to wonder if it ever will. I can't find a job and it is depressing me so much because without a job I can't move house. Last night there was another riot down the street, normal for a saturday night around here, police knocked on door at 11pm asking if I knew anything etc... I can't get a council transfer, I can rent privately because nobody will take DSS and I have been looking for a job for a whole year with no luck. I have been to college, been on training courses...nobody will take me on due to lack of experience.
I'm more stressed because another huge issue why we need to move is that DS1 starts secondary school in 2 years and in our current area we are in the worse school in the city's catchment area...he already gets bullied, he'd get crucified there.
I got the car at least so I do have my freedom back and I have gone back to karate which makes me realise how sad my life is...karate is ALL i think about 24/7, like its the only enjoyment I get out of life.
I spend every day stuck in this horrible house, its a tip because I hate it so much I don't clean up as much as I should, this weekend the kids were at there dads and I spent my free time playing on The Sims 2 for hours...what a way to waste a weekend but I have nothing better to do
I feel completely trapped. I have no friends, family don't bother, I get stressed out with the kids, one of which is pretty unbearable at the best of times and then I end up feeling guilty on a night when I hear of kids that have gone missing or been killed and I can never ait for mine to go to sleep.
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Feeling a bit crap
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MrsSnape · 02/03/2008 14:20
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